Stream Of Conciousness

When I first started High school I was nervous and excited. I was nervous because I thought I was not going to have any friends, I thought it was gonna be hard for me to meet new people. I also thought I was going be assigned to classes that only I didn't understand, but I was wrong. When I started High School I saw a lot of people I knew from Middle School. I was so releaved, I was like "Thank God". Also when I entered my classes I saw a lot of my friends too. I seriously thought I was gonna be in High School alone with no one here. My first year of High School was actually a pretty god year for me. I was doing great! I went to all my classes, I turned in all my work and classwork, I also participated in all the classroom activities. I pretty much didn't let anything stop me from doing my best and passing all my classes. But....In my second semester of my first year in High School I kind of went downhill . I started slacking off, I started skipping class, I also didn't turn in all my work, and I stopeed participating in all the classroom activities. I guess I just stopped caring for a while. My mom says it's because of the people I hang out with, and she also thinks they're the reason why I act different, but I don't think so I think its just that I get really lazy, and I don't really like doing anything, which is why I my mom always gets mad at me, and that how I always get grounded. But I have gotten better.
Now that I'm in my 3rd quarter of high school I'm pretty sure I'm doing okay, as in doing better. I'm trying my best to do good in all my classes and then graduate and get my diploma. I want to achieve the goals I want to achieve even though it means to get extra classes or get classes during the summer. Right now I'm barely on my second semester of my second year of High School, and I really don't want to mess this up because when I grow up I want to have a good career where I get good money and maintain myself and have a good job where I know nothing can go wrong. So this is why I want to do good in school so I can get what I want in the future and not worry about anything. Also I want kids to look up to me and see how hard I worked to get where I will be in a few years. These past few days that I've been going to High School been great. I really enjoyed myself :)